A short person's view.

Dear blog,

It hasn't been good. Not good at all. For the past month, i couldn't breath. Even when I'm in the other world, i seem to be faking a smile. The feeling in my heart just wont go away. It keeps coming back to haunt me. The feeling of someone just died. The feeling when someone stabbed you in the heart, and repeating the action over and over again. It hurts so bad. I wanna scream but there is nothing to scream about. Should I visit the doctor? I'm constantly talking to myself. There is obviously something wrong. But I just cant figure it out. Is this the life that I wanna live? Should I wear this clay over my face all the time? Doctor? answer me?